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    Hi everyone, and thank you in advance for your patience whilst I try to explain my situation. I am by no means asking for a diagnosis, I am looking for the next steps and a little bit of guidance.
    I'm 52, female, UK. In Nov 20, I started experiencing some resistance getting up from a seated/crouching position in my left hip. GP diagnosed bursitis and off I went with physio and Naproxen. Approx 5 weeks later whilst out walking, I began to experience excruciating pain in my hips and lower back. Back to GP and was sent for a hip xray, all good, just normal wear and tear. Bloods revealed slightly low B12 for which I was given cyanocobalamin and my thyroid was borderline underactive. I am now on 50mg of Levothyroxine. I then began to experience, what I can only describe as a clunking sensation when swallowing. That kind of feeling like when you drink too fast? I also started with muscle cramps and twitching in my whole body, including scalp. One evening whilst watching TV, my whole body felt like I had ants crawling all over me and I felt, weird. My husband tried to help me up to get to bed and by the time I got up the stairs, my legs had gone into incontrolable spasms. This episode lasted around 25 minutes. I was fully conscious throughout. I went back to my GP who referred me to a neurologist, he examined me, brisk reflexes, slight clonus and sent me off for a MRI of head, neck and spine. He suspected some kind of myopathy, however the MRI came back clear (May 21) . It was such a relief, he advised me it was muscle tension through anxiety. The pain, twitching and cramps continued along with difficulty in my right shoulder. It felt as if it was coming out of the socket. Back to my GP who diagnosed Frozen Shoulder. At this point I expressed my concerns at possible MND. She said whilst she couldn't say it wasn't it was unlikely. I went to see a rheumatologist as all of my joints had started to crack and my frozen shoulder problems persisted. I had lost a huge amount of range in my arm. He looked back at my bloods and examined me and said he could find no evidence of connective tissue disease and sent on me on my with with a fibromyalgia diagnosis (July 21). My symptoms continued, my swallowing was becoming more challenging, no choking episodes or inability to eat and swallow but this clunking sound was happening more and more and then I started to experience the sensation of a marshmallow lodged in my esophagus. I was referred for a Barium Swallow which revealed Esophageal Dismotility (Nov 21). The symptoms, clicking of joints, popping of muscles, cramps, twitches and issues swallowing continued so I went private to see another neurologist. He took one look at me after I explained my symptoms and he said, "you're worried you have MND" He went on to tell me that I didn't and that to put my mind at rest he would refer me for an EMG, this was May 22, it came back clear. It was such a relief. In January 22, I also started to take Sertraline as my health anxiety was through the roof (still is)
    It is now August 22. I still walk daily, I lift small weights, although my arms fatigue quickly. I still have limited ROM in my shoulder and now the left has also started to crunch and pop, but no problems with the range. I have no clinical weakness that I can tell and none has been evidenced during my consultations.
    My concerns are, my throat symptoms are progressing and my whole swallowing experience has changed significantly. Sometimes my throat doesnt seem to contract when I initiate the swallow. I am also experiencing more and more reflux after eating. My tongue has been twitching. I feel like I'm slurring although it hasn't been commented on. My twitching continues 24/7. My joint continue to crack and grind and muscles pop.
    I appreciate this is one heck of a read and I am genuinely sorry to take up so much of your precious time if you have got this far.
    I am now at a loss as to where next. I have been a visitor to this site for around 6 months now and it has taken me a lot of strength to post here.
    I would appreciate any input from Bulbar PALS in terms of your symptoms/diagnosis.
    On a separate note, you're such a beautiful and courageous community. The humour that is shared between you all given what you are living with is truly inspiring.
    Last edited by Michelle69; 25 August 2022, 12:48. Reason: Typos

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    Michelle69 sorry you’ve been having a rough time recently. You have been assessed and examined by various medical professional and you have been given various diagnosis for your complaints. You have also been given the good news from a neurologist that you don’t have MND.
    You have good awareness of experiencing anxiety and my advise is to read up on anxiety or better still join a anxiety management group. The mind is so powerful and can give rise to various physical sensations. Read back on your above statement. Be pleased to know you have been served very well by the medical profession.
    I wish you all the best and hope the Sertraline starts to help your anxiety. Give your mind a break it will drive you crazy. Become aware of your thought processes. When you think of being ill your symptoms will be worse. When you are distracted and your mind is at ease, you won’t notice the symptoms. Be kind to yourself. Xx
    Last edited by Piglet; 25 August 2022, 20:44.

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      #3
      Thank you for your kind reply Piglet 🙏

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        #4
        Hi Michelle69
        Piglet is right. I agree with her. Try and be positive and relax. Focus on the good things and give your body a rest.
        Love and hugs
        Denise xxx
        when i can think of something profound i will update this.

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          #5
          Dear Michelle69,

          I am sorry to hear how you are struggling with your symptoms. It is really good to hear that your health professionals are looking into your concerns and they seem to be referring you for all the correct tests and support.
          Sometimes it can help to talk through your concerns, you can always call the MND Connect helpline team if you feel it would help. We are available 9-5pm and 7-10.30pm Monday to Friday. Our freephone number is 0808 802 6262

          Kind regards
          Jacqui Anderson
          Senior MND Connect Adviser
          MND Connect
          Contact us on 0808 802 6262 or at [email protected]

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            #6
            Hi Michelle

            I have near exactly same symptoms as you , constant acid taste in mouth , nasal congestion , swallowing issues , weakness in swallow muscles confirmed, I've had 2 emgs ,on twitching shown on emg , been told Its not mnd , also constant 24/7 fasiculations , if you are not getting better keep pushing for answers , at least one ofy neurologist I've dealt with was asuch use as a chocolate teapot for want of a better word , speak to mnd jaquai at mnd connect ,she seems to know more than most neurologist about this disease, I too am still worried I've got mnd.

            All the very best

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              #7
              Michelle69 sorry to hear of yiur health difficulties and associated anxieties. You seem to have had a range of referrals and the good news that the EMG didn't indicate MND. My Dad has been diagnosed with bulbar ALS 15 months ago with symptoms starting 12 months before that. He didn't have any clunking sound, his first symptom was slurred speech and a slight change in his facial muscles on the right side following which he was incorrectly diagnosed with a mini stroke. His speech progressively got worse despite him doing an hour plus of speech therapy daily. Then his eating (swallow) got worse in that he struggled to swallow dry foods and drinks became difficult along with excess saliva as he was struggling to swallow. So my Dad's onset sounds very different to what you have described.
              I hope you can recieve some support for your anxiety and for the issues you are experiencing and can enjoy life as much as possible.

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                #8
                A little news from Canada…some of us wait an awfully long time to be diagnosed. Knowing that something is really wrong with your body, but not knowing why is so painful.


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                  #9
                  AngieCanuck thanks for sharing. That's shocking. So sorry for all of you waiting for a diagnosis. It must be so, so hard. My mum was sent hers in a letter by post just as the country went into lockdown in March 2020. She then wasn't allowed into hospital for months to take the tests to confirm the diagnosis. Very hard for her to deal with but at least her diagnosis was relatively quick from onset of symptoms (9 months).

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                    #10
                    There are so many different possibilities for your symptoms IMO. It sounds like they are going through a process of elimination to figure out what it is and so far, maybe they only can say what it is not. This kind of process can take months and years, so understand that it is normal for that stress and anxiety to hit 10 on the meter.

                    EMG/NCV tests can pick up on many different conditions, so I would expect your GP or Neuro to repeat the tests because your symptoms have not cleared up. They may also do more advanced tests like spinal tap to check your CSF, muscle biopsies, and heavy metal tests, along with a host of other tests to diagnose your condition. This is a link to a well-developed site that can expand your knowledge (from Washington University). Knowledge is power, and it also will help you understand what is going on so you can help your physicians.

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