Well it’s been 18 months since I lost my lovely husband and after the anniversary of his death I’ve been feeling worst and worst , I’m feeling guilty that’s maybe I didn’t care for him correctly or that I took all my frustrations out on him or that I was a bad wife cause I went out for drink so with my friends when I should have been spending the time with him .
And worst of all I keep seeing him die, the last few moments are killing me, I’ve recently had to take a few weeks of work sick cause I couldn’t cope at work , I’ve gone back to counselling, I’m just feeling so alone right now , everything has changed th house is so quiet
Sorry I just thought someone may understand where I’m coming from
And worst of all I keep seeing him die, the last few moments are killing me, I’ve recently had to take a few weeks of work sick cause I couldn’t cope at work , I’ve gone back to counselling, I’m just feeling so alone right now , everything has changed th house is so quiet
Sorry I just thought someone may understand where I’m coming from

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